Hi,

I can barely put a sentence together because my brain is so muddled. This has been going on for almost 25 years. (NOT HAPPY)
-When I went on these meds in young adult hood I was aware of the trade offs of giving up clearheadedness in order to be stable.
-I was not fully cognizant of how this trade off would define my life forever.

I feel handicapped. Putting two sentences together is so much work and the end result is only barely O.K. Sometimes I can appear to be literate. Those are on good days.
Nothing I write is beautiful or poignant or meaningful.
Sooooooooo frustrating. So depressing

M