Really ?

They have the opposite effect on me...

Chocolate makes me high. Zinc makes me down.

Guys, I feel like stress is gonna induce me a heart attack. Couldnt sleep last night and right now I feel like, you know, when you cant breathe ? Need something to calm me down !

Mayo

I think its more the excitement from the party and thinking about it.

So do some deep breathing and some talking to your self about the party
is still a couple of weeks away I need to calm down a little.

Also maybe if you mediate some of this. I think its more your excited
than other things. So just try to calm down your body.

I think you need to also not worry about what can happen, there is only
one person that will make that happen in the end. If the doctor tells
you its possible, then you can take some steps to keep it from happening
right. I know its not easy to not think about it. But maybe say the doctor
will tell me if I need to worry.

I am so glad your having this big party. Maybe we could do a countdown on
here. So you could start a thread and we could all count down with you.
And then party day, Have a online party too.

Donna

I have a thought on the cells.

Isn't it possible to sometimes have a bad year or half a year with them.
So you have to take the bad with the good.

So you would explain what you did this time wasn't what was needed.

Something like that. Its science right and a experiment. And you
did what you were supposed to, it just didn't work.

Donna

Im not excited Donna Im stressed because I dont want to loose my place at the lab, or my scholarship

I think like you do, and Im really praying that my 3 bosses will understand.... I dont know what to do.... I will work like crazy this next week, but still, things might not work... God knows I did worked hard this semester, didnt take days off or anything, but dont know if my boss can see it or she thinks I have been doing nothing....

I have only 2 more weeks of work before my exam because, well, I could have a third one but, the Finnish guys will be here and I wanted to take them out and stuff but.... well, considering all my problems at work that might not happen and I may need to go to the lab even the day of my party.... because no one is going to understand that was the 4 days I wanted to take off this semester...

I need a miracle.

I can not stop crying, dont know how to handle this.

I am sorry that you are this upset about everything. take some deep breathes and tell your self that you are doing the best possible. talk with your supervisor about your lab work...get one of them to verbally support you before your exam date. This will reassure you that you have their support.
I don't think taking personal time off right now would be in your best interest.
just my opinion.
sorry it is so hard right now.
((((((HUGS)))))
bizi

Thanks Bizi.

Yeah, I will be spending about 12 hours at the lab every day from tomorrow until nov 28, the day Im having my exam Even the day of the party... Looks that I dont have salvation

take breaks during that time you will burn out at that rate.
((((((HUGS)))))
bizi