Im not excited Donna Im stressed because I dont want to loose my place at the lab, or my scholarship

I think like you do, and Im really praying that my 3 bosses will understand.... I dont know what to do.... I will work like crazy this next week, but still, things might not work... God knows I did worked hard this semester, didnt take days off or anything, but dont know if my boss can see it or she thinks I have been doing nothing....

I have only 2 more weeks of work before my exam because, well, I could have a third one but, the Finnish guys will be here and I wanted to take them out and stuff but.... well, considering all my problems at work that might not happen and I may need to go to the lab even the day of my party.... because no one is going to understand that was the 4 days I wanted to take off this semester...

I need a miracle.

I can not stop crying, dont know how to handle this.