I just found this out at 10 PM. A old friend of my best friend said on Facebook to call him as soon as possible. I knew that he was depressed,and in pain from old Football injuries,but I had no idea that he lost all hope.

I knew his mother,and dad. He knew mine. We where friends in elementary school,and up to this day. We where life long friends.

I'm shocked. My dad died Sunday night. My rib cage feels heavy. I feel horrible. I had no idea that my friend was this sad.

He moved to a different State. I was about 2,000 miles away. I wish that I could have helped him. If I was closer to his home,maybe I could have helped him. BF