Bizi,

That is disappointing but it great that the battery pack was replaced and that that part of the car is in good shape.

M

Are you going hybrid
 

Bizi, "battery pack" sounds like a hybrid to me. I just got one last year and love it. I hope all the paperwork is wrapped up soon and you are behind the wheel! You sound good, rolling w the waves and dining well. Keep driving onl

yes it is a hybrid and this is the 4th battery...it is only 11 years old.I am getting a new car when we get the refund check. it should be about 4 more weeks. I just hope the thing holds up until then it is creaking and the new battery pack is only half charged...not good. It has a 3 year warranty but maybe something more serious is wrong with it like the recharging of the battery which may not be covered under warranty.
I am glad that you like yours, I won't be getting another hybrid next time
bizi

Well I have not been AF for days. I finally took off my FU wolfie bracelet

Dear Bizi,

That was a beautiful Valentine's Day.

M

Yeah,
I understand that. And you are very brave. I want to you know that.
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That blogger is not trained.
FU does not make sense and please trust me when I tell you that I have the worst mouth on me compared to any sailer or truck driver, but I do not try to drive away things / issues.

When I choose a bracelet or something I am wearing or posting on the wall in the computer room, I find something to embrace, something to remind me to love myself and the others and around me.
Talk to your therapist for what she thinks are helpful suggestions.

M

WEll I still believe in the wolfie that calls to me and makes me want to drink. So I like the FU wolfie bracelet. I just have not been AF so its powers are not working for me. I need to decide to be AF again. I know that mardi gras is coming up and that is always fun. I think I will Be af for lent this year again like I did last year and go from there. That is 40 days so that is attainable, just can't see me forever not drinking. But maybe that is where I need to be headed.
bizi

Bizi

I think you need to come up with a new name for the FU bracelet.
That also goes with being alcohol free for a time period. As you say,
maybe not for ever. Or even a year at a time.

But also maybe the FU can stand for Freeing U from the past. And
finding a new you.

That can have a amount that works.

I realize this isn't working exactly. Donna :hug::grouphug:

hi donna it actually spells it out "F@$# y%$ wolfie"
I spoke with my mom and she is worried that I might be manic.
I think she could be right. If I call my pdoc she will tell me to go to AA.
Impulsivity and compulsion to drink, not making good choices....I have been eating everything, gaining weight again, have not been sleeping well, have taken extra klonipin which I am not supposed to do that....hope I have not screwed up my recepter sites. I took a normal dose last nite 1 mg and did not sleep well at all. Could have been the alcohol messing with my sleep , it has before.
or maybe I am just an alcoholic.....
bizi

Bizi,

Reach out for help with real life people near you.

Call tdoc Thursay. Tell her you need help now -- before the weekend.

She will know what to tell you.

Mari