i got a hold of the woman who handles the billing and she said that there had been a problem with last month's payment. it went to another source but they cashed it. i agreed and said i saw it on my bank statement. she also said they hadn't adjusted for scrie yet and i should get the new bill in the mail by the end of the week. i am still very uptight now but i feel relieved. she said not to worry. I think i am going to have a glass of scotch tonite.
thanks for listening. I don't think i will become an alcoholic like my father but i took two klonopin this morning and my anxiety is still through the roof. I have extra klonopin from my last pdoc
bobby

Hi there,

I'm so glad you were able to get the rent sorted out... or at least an assurance that everything is in place. They are adjusting for scrie and everything.

That is a lot of anxiety that double klonopin wouldn't touch it.

Enjoy your scotch tonight.

love
m.

thank you so much. i guess i will feel better once the rent bill comes. the woman was very nice. no the klonopin isn't touching my anxiety level
i am worried about you.
love
bobby

I hope the bill comes soon!

I will be ok eventually. Right now the cold has got worse so it is keeping me busy/distracted somewhat. That, and figuring out my food. My mother got more Christmas bread. I guess it is on sale. So starting the day with that again. Fortunately a slice of it goes down ok. Hooray for Christmas bread.

waves

Bobby

Sending you some hugs. Please take care of yourself.

Waves
Get to feeling better.

Donna

i am so sorry you are still not feeling well. xmas bread sounds great. how are you sleeping? what are you dreaming.
i had another glass of scotch and am almost out of it. i think i will order more.
i still feel shell shocked.
i might be getting my teeth and the bed this week.I keep on wondering what i have done wrong.
i can't tolerate being bipolar.
love
bobby

Hi, Bobby.

Thanks. It's "just" a cold... will go away. I threw Sudafed at it tonight. Oh yeah. Stocked up while over there, hehe. Got me some good ol' 'mercan drugs now, hehe. Well didn't really stock up, but got a pack anyway.

I hope the bed and the teeth come and both work out wonderfully. I bet you will feel so much better after those things are put to bed, so to speak.

Do you feel like you are being punished? Is that why you wonder what you have done wrong?

love
waves

I don't know how i feel. it is just so many things have happened including the ants and i am so tired. I don't think the bed will come until next week.
I sent the building the invoice for the rug cleaning again today and i don't know when they will get back to me. 600 dollars is a lot of money. I was told i would get the rent check in the mail at the end of the week and i hope they figure out scrie right. last night i slept for maybe an hour.
love
bobby

i just took some action and made an appt with the building exterminator next thursday. supposedly he comes every thursday.
i also am returning ground fenugreek. they said it was powdered fenugreek.
i asserted myself and now they are sending me a shipping label
bobby exhausted

it just seems as if everything is so difficult
bobby