Thanks so much, Lara. Good night and sleep well.

waves ... off to fetch a rubber band...

i am sorry i don't understand either. I have little faith in medications so only when somebody says it is working do i come alive
love
bobby

Everybody,

Just forget it. I feel like I'm speaking Swahili or something, and I am feeling worse, and worse, and worse.

I no longer want to talk about my med, my feelings, or anything else for that matter.

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Lara, thank you for taking so much time out to try to help me. I appreciate it and I am sorry to let you down.

Mari, thank you for your thoughts in the other thread, and for trying to reply to me here. I took everything you said under advisement. I struggle to do any of those things, but I do appreciate your input. I cannot speak here any more right now. I am sorry I caused you more grief and hassle when you are depressed as well.

waves

I am glad that lara was awake for you last night when you really needed some support.
You are very secretive about your pdoc perhaps he is your old one or perhaps a new one, I never asked because It seemed like you went off meds for a while there and did not want to talk about meds or therapists etc.

I am hopeful for the lexapro to help with your cuticle biting, I can relate, I only have one healing right now. used liquid bandage that jeff suggested which really helped. I too have ruined nails beds because of this.so I can relate completely. although it has been years since I was a 10 fingers bandaid. My girlfriend just started taking lexapro for her obcessive thoughts. She is not bipolar but the one who is depressed and anxious and in a day treament program 5 days a week. not sure if it is a good fit or not. this is her 3rd day.

I hope that this post doesn't upset you.
bizi walking on egg shells....

Thank you so much, Bizi. It was a very thoughtful post. Thank you. I will reply later on, just want you to know I appreciate it. And I am sorry to have given you so many eggshells.

Waves,

I saw the L posts. I could not respond. I skipped them.
The posts looked complicated and I was not able to figure out the background / context.
I am not able to follow much anyway.

The best I could have done was something like "I hope it ('it' as vague) works for you."
I realize now that that is what I should have done -- acknowledged somehow.
I messed up.


M

I am sorry Mari.

Thank you for acknowledging now, about the Lexapro, and telling me that you cannot get into it.

Anyway I apologize. I think I must have finally gone into overload and overwhelmed myself, because I just can't say anything else right now.

I am sorry.

dear waves I am sorry that you are struggling.
bizi

Just thinking about you waves. I am hoping you're doing better.
bizi