glad that you slept today maybe you can sleep tonight too. and be well rested for your pdoc appointment.
I am sorry it s so hard.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

I hope that the pdoc appointment goes well.



M

I'm sorry that you're feeling so isolated, Bobby (((((HUGS)))))

It isn't professional, normal, or IMHO ethical, for mental health/medical providers to share so much personal information for reasons such as why you have so many negative feelings about your therapist... it's like she's rubbing her happy life in your face- and that's NOT f- therapeutic. I think it's time for a change

I have been eating a TON of chocolate or ice cream every night for months. And I have my problems with binge buying streaks. Some of it is bipolar, but for me, a lot of it is OCD, too.

I wish that more could be done for your BP and insomnia, but your pdoc seems to take a very light touch with you as far as meds, and it's gotten worse since the stroke. It seems it isn't easy to convince him to change. I hope that your appointment goes well tho, and he makes some changes so you can get some relief

I hope you can start sleeping more/not getting up so early

I ate almost two pounds of mary janes yesterday. My psychiatrist is going to try me on xanax and says he hopes that helps that may help my sleeping too. He is going to do a trial first. I am having trouble with my drug store. He hasn't called the other drug store which is mail order. He agrees that I should get rid of the therapist and tell her why. I am very miserable.

I am glad that he gave you xanax Maybe you could just take it at night to see if it helps you sleep?
I am sorry that you are miserable.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

You have probably built up too much of a tolerance of Klonopin over time for it to be effective, so I'm glad that he is doing the trial of Xanax. I REALLY hope it helps with your sleep and anxiety.

I hope the pharmacy issues are resolved quickly.

I agree with your pdoc... when you dump your therapist you should tell her why. Maybe it will make you feel better to air out your feelings, and maybe she will learn something from hearing it, and won't make the same mistakes in the future.

Bobby

I also agree its good to tell her why, but I also know that you
are going to be anxious and worried when doing this. Just remember
to tell yourself that its best for you. That the other agency is
looking to see if they can find someone for you. (at least I think you
said they are)

Its what is best for you that matters remember this. I also honestly
wonder sometimes with what you say goes on. If this isn't what she
is after.

Now about the other things eating wise. Lets work on one worry
at a time. So right now its the therapist. When you've done this.
Lets worry about next.

I like his thought about trial of xanax too.

Donna

I also need it for my anxiety for the daytime. He said no to zyprexa

I have been on a roller coaster and so stressed out and depressed. received a call from optumrx saying the prescription approved. called them to see the name of the prescription. they had no record for it. then called the doctor's office and donna said it was from my local pharmacy. called my local pharmacy and they said 37 dollars for 10 pills of xanax xl and insurance wouldn't cover it,
called my doctor and said I couldn't afford it.double checked with epic.at this point my depression became so severe having bad thoughts. then called the pharmacy to make sure they cancelled it. was told it was only 2 dollars and something. still severely depressed.reeling from too much stress