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11-20-2018, 11:45 AM
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the new rabbi came over today and it was wonderful. I had an upsetting time with Marci yesterday. she showed no compassion over my explosion and burns and we almost got into a fight. she mentioned how much it hurt when she was burnt a little and I told her I was burnt almost 20 percent of my body in an explosion and suffered post traumatic stress which hasn't left me and made my bipolar anxiety worse. I don;t know what is going to happen. the rabbi is coming over again in a couple of weeks
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11-20-2018, 07:24 PM
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Bobby
Kind of sounds like you need a break from Marci. Or someone new for now. She needs to remember who the person is that employees her or her boss is. Not just her friend. Donna  
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11-20-2018, 08:05 PM
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of course donna is right!
 bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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11-21-2018, 05:18 AM
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marci was delightful yesterday and very helpful. she helped me walk to the bank and held my arm. she told me a family secret which I thought was a breakthrough about her father. also it is almost impossible to get another aide and then when they gave me one they were lazy and awful.
I was severely depressed all night long. My youngest nephew wrote me with family news. I couldn;t control myself. I said I wished I were dead and was spending another thanksgiving alone as usual and I should get used to it by now. I wished him a happy thanksgiving. I forgot if I mentioned I told the Rabbi I wished I were dead |
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11-21-2018, 08:13 AM
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did you get any sleep at all bobby?
I am sorry it is so hard for you. wish it were easier. ((((HUGS)))) bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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| "Thanks for this!" says: | OhKay (11-21-2018) |
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11-21-2018, 09:22 AM
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I hardly slept but just took a little nap. Not being able to fall asleep adds to my depressive thoughts. Both kitty cats kept me company. That helped a little.
My nephew just wrote me and said he and his family are coming into the city in Jan for an event and will stop and see me. He tells me to be positive but he doesn't understand. if only I could be positive. |
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