Thank you bobby!
((((HUGS))))
bizi

Keep feeling good about yourself, Bizi.

i see the pdoc on thursday and will tell him how depressed I have been. I know part of it is due to the holidays. I have been buying up a storm and my stocks have been going way down. I am out of control. the cabbage soup was delicious. marci brought two mcdonald's sundaes-ugh no will power. I gave her a pair of shoes and some clothes I bought for her.
Many people with depression don’t get better after being treated with these types of antidepressants. One study estimates that current antidepressants on the market only work in about 60 percent of those with depression.

I still think you need to be on something. You have not been doing well since you have been off antidepressants. Sometimes you can't tell that they were doing something for you until you stop them. There are more of them out there than Zoloft and Cymbalta. I forget the other one you were taking. I think you need to talk to your pdoc about that tomorrow.

I'm so sorry that you are depressed and in a shitty mood
The holidays are hard. I usually don't do well this time of year either, but I'm distracted, so I guess I'm not really thinking of them this year... a good thing.

You are so generous Bobby

I wasn't doing well on the antidepressants and when i switched to cymbalta. I also don't think the klonopin is working but I tried two others. I have tried other antidepressants and they don't work. nothing seems to work. I will ask the pdoc again. it is a low grade depression now where I just don't care. it is awful. I finally lost two pounds. It has been such a struggle. right now nothing except ice cream appeals to me. I just had eggs. I feel like crying but tears won't come. I don't know if joyce is still going to give me roberta but I am not excited. still depressed over Pika. still haven't talked to cecilia. Marcia still being a dollface
love
bobby
am reading up a storm which helps
very irritable.scared about money but still overspending

Bobby,

I so much wish that things were easier for you.

Dealing with depression is tougher that non-depressed people could imagine.


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I am so scared about my spending. it is so out of control. it is so related to my depression. The stock market will probably keep on going down. I have no room for all the clothes I am buying. I hardly leave my apartment. I keep on buying shoes
good new suri got new cancer medication and she has been going to the dead sea. she thinks it will help her cancer. she uses a lot of holistic things. yeah