the psychiatrist hasn't contacted me yet. I didn't take the antidepressant and I am not as agitated or anxious or manic. I hope he calls me and orders the lower dose. I couldn't stand the anxiety and agitation and I don't want to start the habit of drinking wine.
bobby

Good luck Bobby.

I don't know what to tell you, but to do the best you can.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

I just called the psychiatrist's office just now since I didn't get called back. Donna answered the phone and I said I hadn't heard anything and she said she would ask him again. I said would I hear today? She said she thought so. today I wasn't anxious or jittery but now I am depressed and sad.

I just got a call back and he will send in a prescription .I could have picked up samples but that would have cost over 30 dollars in cab fare and I just had some wine. I think the pharmacy has to order them. They are expensive and they usually don't keep them in stock. I don't know if I did the right thing by not picking up some samples. I hate being bipolar! I hardly ever have wine but I had yesterday too because I couldn't stand the agitation and anxiety.

I just called the pharmacy and they will have it in stock on Monday. rats. I had some more wine and took the higher dosage. I just have to be patient and hope that once I get the lower dosage it will still work for my depression. I will keep on taking the higher dosage and when I get really agitated and manic I will have more wine. I don't know what else to do. I hate the depression and I hate being manic and agitated and anxious. I think the depression is worse

Sorry you have to wait for the prescription.
Over the weekend be careful.

Could you cut up your doses of klonipin and spread them out....I don't know if that would help or not.
I am sorry you are having such a hard time right now.
((((((HUGS))))))
love bizi

I have extra klonopin but I already take 2mg in the morning and two at night. I will split them and take 1 mg when I wake up and one around lunch and one a little later and one at night.
I am going to make fennel tea now. I want to see if that helps my stomach. Now most foods don't appeal to me. I had chinese food today and my stomach felt okay. It is late in the evening or when I wake up in the morning my stomach bothers me, I don't know what the g.i. doctor will say. The thought of most foods and vegetables make me feel nauseated.
love
bobby
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cecilia invited me over to watch tennis. I was slightly tipsy and almost threw out my keys when I went to throw out stuff. The player I wanted to win won. He seemed sweet. She gave me tiramisu and some chocolate and I enjoyed that and it didn't upset my stomach. Tomorrow I will go over again the watch Serena. I also play a lot with one of her dogs Prince, He is so special and exuding love.

the fennel tea worked! I feel so much better. I am listening to Josh Groban and rereading a book I had really enjoyed. I guess I will be up all night. I might have another cup of tea. I am relieved.

stomach still bothering me. I finally got on the scale and I lost three pounds. I thought I gained three pounds.
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I am sorry you did not sleep. Did you go thru the motions? or never went to bed?
I have a night time routine....use argon oil to remove make up, WAsh face and apply benzo peroxide lotion then rosacea metrogel cream. Brush teeth with electric tooth brush takes 2 minutes. lotion to neck and spray tonic to throat.
Take meds for the night and set up pill box for tomorrow.This takes me a good 20 minutes total to do. Then put ear plugs in and kiss jeff Good night. I do this the same every night. We have lights out anywhere from 11;30 to 1230.
I have been sleeping fine irregardless of how much I have drank.


bizi