he finished law school and I think he is retired.

Sounds like such a great visit. I wish they could come like
once a month for you to visit. It would be so nice for you.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

I requested a friendly visitor for once a week and said I was bipolar and then the woman said that she would get me a therapist and took down my insurance information. She said the therapist would come to the apartment. I don't know what happened.
david said he would speak to her. I don't have faith in therapists because I have had so many and they haven't helped me except for two. They were young idealist women whom I enjoyed. They tried to help my self esteem.
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bobby
cecilia is coming over at 11 to inject me.

Cecilia just left. She had a bit of trouble injecting me. the green button didn't go down at first and she is strong. Then she fiddled around a lot and the green button went down and we heard the click. I got nervous when she had trouble.
She had a great day yesterday. She went to an agility trial in New Jersey and then her friend of five years invited her to go to her farm. Her friend has two papillons also and is getting a third. She said that they played so much and had the time of their lives!
bobby

I just called Cecilia. I have been a nervous wreck. I couldn't tell if the window was all yellow and was terrified to look at it gain. She said that the window was all yellow. Then I told her I called them and the nurse said to pinch the skin so it will be easier to inject. My mood has been going up and down

I a going to really try to stop my out of control spending. the other night I had a dream that I had no money and was so frantic!

Bobby

Maybe you can limit yourself to an certain amount you can spend.
Or say you can limit to toys for the dog, and the amount of toys.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

It is so hard to stop. I had the doctor lower my antidepressant to see i that would stop my manic behavior like spending and eating too much. I am still doing it so I will asked to be put back on the higher dosage. Also lately I feel like drinking. I don't know where that came from. Now I sometimes feel numb. That is a new one. A few times I didn't even care about my beloved kitty cats.
I just made an appointment with my g.i. doctor. I want an endoscopy. I might have IBS with constipation but I might have something else. It has been going on for so long now.. I have stomach aches every morning but they go away. The phillips caplets aren't working. The apple cider vinegar and olive oil are still working'
Yesterday I gave Cecilia's dogs some toys. It was so cute to see them play with them. Robert is coming over on Monday to pick up some treats and the cutest hedgehog.
I might have ended my long term friendship with Stella. She has no humility and when I disagreed with her about her new babysitting job she attacked. She said the three year old boy was getting too much love from his parents.
I wrote that you couldn't get too much love. Later I wrote that I worked with over 5000 kids when I was a child psychologist hardly any of them would have needed treatment if they were treated as precious.
My spelling is deteriorating more.
bobby

Bobby

I totally agree with you that a three year old can't get to much love from his parents. I honestly think an little or lot older kid might be able to get a little to much love. Only in the since that they don't discipline them enough and let them do things they shouldn't and they then don't know right from wrong.

But its just at the age of three that they really start to understand that they can do something wrong and need to learn the difference.

To give a example my granddaughter right now is obsessed with marking all over her arms with markers. So we make sure she uses washable markers and try to limit it to her arms. Because she is autistic she would find a way to do this either way, because she is obsessed with it right now. So instead of using a pen or trying a pencil which I believe would leave other marks and problems.

She will have to find out this isn't good in time, but hopefully she will stop it before that. Like she had to learn throwing her toys was not okay. Her mom had to take them away if she threw them.

I agree with you so much! Stella has a problem with noise. She doesn't like it.
The little boy rides around the small apartment with his scouter and another noisy toy. I didn't bring it up but but I think this really annoys her. His parents sound so wonderful. I hope Stella doesn't screw it up. The boy's father comes home from work at four or five and takes him to the park. How wonderful!
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bobby