I am sorry you are out of control. when do you see your pdoc?
Are you going to ask about respirdal?????
I sorry if you told me already,
love
bizi

the food was great but I am out of control in my eating and am afraid I gained five more pounds. A lot of people were there., Opened a bottle of wine tonight because I was so anxious. Also the computer is acting up a bit.
love
bobby
only used the bike once today.

I see the doctor tomorrow. I had asked him for risperidal before. then he gave me fanapt.i before it gave me such a great sense of well being. Now it seems to be doing the opposite.
love
bobby

i only gained a pound. I had a little more than half a bottle of wine and was able to get a good night's sleep. I have no idea what is going to happen at the doctors.
My pulse rate is really high. It was 127. My bp was 151. I am so out of control. Pudge slept with me all night.

so you see your pdoc today.
good luck.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

Bobby

I am not sure where I heard it but I believe someone told me that
taking deep breaths will help your heart rate and blood pressure.
Not positive about the heart rate but the blood pressure.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

just read that drinking a lot of water helps.
My doctor upped the medication Fanapt to 6 mg. He said it should level myself. He said over eating isn't a sign of mania. I told him about Suri and how upset I am. He showed me deep compassion.
I see him next month. I told him I was out of control with spending. He said we might have to try something new.
He looked farnap and interaction with bp medicine and he thought they should both lower it but peak to my doctor. I left a message with my internist
i just biked for six minutes. the bike is easy

Glad that you posted. thank you for that.
Sounds like he listened to you so that was good.
I guess I can see what he said about over eating not being mania.
but I don't know.....what do you think, you know your body best!
((((((HUGS)))))))
love bizi

Bobby

Could the overeating be because your worried about Suri ,
even though the last part is just recent. But she has been sick
a while. Also it could be partially trying to find something that
taste good.

I know when I'm having trouble finding foods that taste good.
I want to eat., and can't always find it. So I just keep wanting
to.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

I really am upset about Suri. I had finally tears in my eyes when I told my psychiatrist about her. I haven't been able to cry in years. I love her so much.
Now I am even drinking more wine.I ordered a small chocolate cake and freshdirect is giving me free candy bars.. I am sort of afraid of the wine. I can't seem to stand the pain.
Bizi I don't know why I want certain food and have good food spoiling in my refrigerator.. I think I am trying to feel good eating certain foods, drinking wine and buying so many things. It is a different kind of depression. There is hardly any control..I am really angry that I am bipolar. I really screwed up my life. I cam't seem to forgive myself.
robert came over with danny. he finished the desk. it looks great. then he really liked one of my flashlights and he liked the color blue.i gave it to him. he has
hardly taken anything for himself. he sounded happy when i told him i ordered two pairs of boots for danny.
love
bobby