It was bad last night and couldn't sleep much. at least now I don't think I have an ulcer. Have been eating chef boyardee's sphagetti and meatball. It is cheap and good. I ordered more. I am prediabetic so I guess I am looking for trouble. Then I paid my credit card. It was higher than I thought. Then I worried that I paid a day too early. I kept on worrying about that. today I found out I am fine there. I had such a great time the night before that I was depressed all day yesterday. My stomach aches must rely be related to what is going on inside my head.
I am growing more terrified of the virus.. Yesterday the porter brought up my groceries and he was wearing a mask and gloves. My negative thinking is that it will just keep on going on and on and on and trump will do something to make even worse and I am terrified.
i just read up on chef boyardee and am going to throw it out-too unhealthy

I am so nervous. I managed to cancel the order from amazon. I thought I had ordered something else but when I went to the site it didn't show I purchased more so I did. I took a bath and almost fell down in the bathtub. Then it stopped emptying. I was afraid I had to call somebody in the building..then I finally went back into the bathtub and did the thing the other war and it emptied. Never did that before. Then I spent about half an hour searching for one of my blood pressure medications. I knew I didn't throw it out. I finally found it but thought I had looked in that place.
I am so anxiety ridden I am shaking.
I just looked up a1c and I am diabetic

Bobby

First your a1c isn't really bad for diabetes. And part of the problem I have learned with my diabetes is that I personally must go ahead and eat in moderation things I love or I'll operate it.

I've also been learning in this time if the virus as I call it that as long as Derrick is cooking, and he plates an amount on my plate it's much smaller than I'd usually eat. So He is doing me a favor it seems getting me to eat less.

I realize this isn't helping you. But if you could try not worrying about the spaghetti food. If eating not a lot you'll be fine

((((Hugs))))

big hugs to you!
fondly
bobby I think we all need them.

no stomach ache, little sleep and depression. and some impulsive behavior

Bobby

Glad no stomach problems. Keep reporting back.

Donna

some stomach aches but not so bad. was on the computer this morning about scam on my credit card. had to wait over an hour. have to get a new one.
friend's grandaughter and sister might have the virus.
i talk to the new therapist at one. my computer is acting up.
bobby

(((hugs)))

sorry about the credit card stuff and that your friend's family might have the virus. oh, and your computer is acting up too??
but glad the aches aren't so bad and I have positive wishes for your talk with the new therapist today. If computer is an issue, can you request to do a phone call instead?
best, G

the computer wasn't the issue. I had trouble understanding her with her accent and she just asked me a ton of questions, a psychiatrist is going to call me to interview me.
bobby