thank you so much Bizi. I was so depressed today and then I had my therapist and religious lecture. Before the Rabbi got on a couple of women were talking about the woman's cats/ My mood snapped. I love animals so much and they bring me so much joy and wonderful memories. I don't think the therapist can help me/
Robert came over and fixed the printer and showed me how to use it and what button to press. there is no print button. I had Danny on my lap.
Then later I saw my phone ooma wasn't working so I pulled out a plug and forgot where the plug went. turned out abby had shut the power strip off. More stress. Eventually I fixed it.
My blood pressure was 161 and then 151. rats
also my stomach aches are back. rats
love
bobby

an hour after I took my blood pressure it went to 135 70 -what a relief. I am going to start having brown rice. good for blood pressure and maybe it will help my stomach
Is Brown Rice Good for You? Benefits, Weight Loss and Nutrition

Bobby

You keep up working through your issues. You have been doing so good. Just keep it up.

Donna

My heart is sending you lots of love Bobby. And I'm proud of you. You're a wonderful example for others. You try so hard, & get things done, & you are such a good person.

thank you so very much. I feel better. I am relieved I ended my friendship. She was a negative force on me. She hasn't tried to contact me.
love and kisses
bobby

Good job Bobby.

I'm glad you are so.happy

I am so irritable. I hate being mentally ill. all day I had a stomach ache. I didn't pay attention to the cats. That is a new one. I prayed to God and that didn't help. I can't find the remote to the air conditioner. Tonite is the first time this year I used the ac. I am freaking out about that. My neighbor who hasn't been friendly rang my bell and handed me a tiramisu which I love. David called for a little while. Last night I talked with my friendly visitor.
I don't feel like listening to music. I cann't seem to concentrate to read.
I don't know how to help myself. I am going to be 76 in another week.
I found my address book under a bookcase. I searched for it so much and then gave up. How did it get under the bookcase?
I should be so f#$king grateful. I am just so irritable.

Bobby

You are just having one of those days. It happens sometimes. Just do.what you can. Tomorrow is an new day

thanks. I still have a stomach ache and feel nauseated. I just had some lemon water. I wish I could cry. I have irritable bowel syndrome-c.
"Constipation is an uncomfortable but common symptom. People who have constipation may experience additional symptoms, such as abdominal pain or nausea. Nausea is the queasiness and uncomfortable feeling in the stomach that makes a person feel as if they are going to vomit."
fondly
bobby

Are you nauseated?they make meds to counteract that, over the counter they also have zofran that requires an MD script.
I am sorry that you are miserable. being bipolar is a b.i.t.c.h.
love you bizi