you are really getting things done. great.
as you suggested i looked up some grief forums but they didn't suit. i also looked up some scapegoating ones. you are so right a lot of my depression and pain are from events and not bipolar.one of my psychiatrists said if i had a different family my bipolar wouldn't have been so bad.
love and kisses
bobby

lately i feel a lot of bipolar rage. I can never forget when my mother said let the state take care of me.
Rabbi Shneur Zalman of Liadi interprets the parallel between anger and idol worship stems from the feelings of the one who has become angry typically coincides with a disregard of Divine Providence – whatever had caused the anger was ultimately ordained from God – through coming to anger one thereby denies the hand of God in one's life.[13]

(((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))
love bizi

Bobby

I'm so sorry your mother said that. I wish I had some words that would help but I don't. I think the only thing that helps with that kind of thing is to.talk it through.

I'm sorry your therapist won't help you.through that

right now I am I am reading 4 books. I like them all. I don't seem to be so gassy..
that is a big relief. I take ginger and peppermint supplements and tea and lemon juice and baking soda. I just ordered more probiotics that got great reviews. My apartment is so nice and cool. My sleep is pathetic and I am tired most of the time. Last night Pudge didn't sleep on the bed. Early this morning Abby came over.
I am going to try to make a deal with myself. When my anxiety gets high because of the virus or trump, I will remind myself that it is God's will and I have faith in God.

i think napoleon complex is wrong. he was 5 foot six and that was the average height of men then so he really wasn't short.
the mongolians finished the great wall of china.

Bobby

I just blame everything on Trump. It makes me feel better. It makes my
husband mad. And that makes it even better. Heehee.

He likes or did Trump. But I don't I want someone else for president.

Down with this guy In with the new. I don't mean to make any one
that likes him mad but my husband though.

Donna

i read that. it said it could make you a little tired. I hope not. I don't even know if he will give it to me.
love
bobby

you take geodon twice a day start small dose then go up.
I was at 80mg twice a day and that was the max.
I asked to be taken off it because I felt it had run it's course
and I needed to try something different, I got manic while on it
so that is why I went inpatient. To get off of it. I now take haldol.
I think it is working.
love you bizi

Paul is a volunteer I met through dorot. I was supposed to see him once a month. we like each other and he is happily married and i am 76 and past wanting to date.
buspar didn't work but made me tired and didn;t help my anxiety. celexa did nothing.
i am beginning to have gas and all i had was coffee and chamomile tea. i just read that if you have ibs and have an empty stomach you can still have problems. rats
love
bobby

Bobby

I don't have IBS but empty stomach really gives me problems. So I always
make sure I have something simple to put in the stomach if I need.

It helps the upset stomach. I know it makes me eat sometimes. But its
better than my stomach bothering me.

Donna

I just checked my email and found a note from robert thanking me. He enclosed a picture of them clowning around when they were much younger. i told him i was praying for him too and would love to hear stories and also when did they start loving animals so much and if they grew up with them.