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oh how frustrating!!!!
really feel for you. love bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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it is definitely depression I think I feel it during the night too. It is also sadness too. I am still not going to ebay but i really miss the temporary high.
fondly bobby |
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I am sorry that you are sad. From your history you have had trauma and loss of your family and friends you have every right to be sad. But I would hope for your sake that you move on and place that all in the back of your memory.
Grieving takes as long as it takes. and there is no right way to grieve as you know. love to you tonight. You are a sweet lady. love bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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I really think it is chemical. right now. i have two therapists. when i get really happy i crash. i go to the other extreme.
yesterday i had a stomach ache all day. i read a book. love bobby |
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yesterday was so awful. marci was so bossy. robert came over to help clean the computer. later he was playing music. marci kept on saying come over and i said no my foot hurts.she knew i was angry and depressed and didn't feel well when she came.
then i told her to hold danny because my allergy was kicking up and she wouldn't. then robert said i needed the exercise. again i said no my foot really hurts. then marci started trying to boss some more. later i talked to aaron who won medals in running. I described my injury and he said it needs rest and not exercise. marci isn't going to apologize. love very upset bobby who also hates to be bossed |
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i have such a good memory. i really still feel the pain. linda has come back again in my life. on thursday she will have a double mastectomy. she jokes about it. since pudge has been groomed she has been sleeping next to me every night. i don't know how that will last.
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Bobby
Sometimes laughter is the way we deal with our thoughts. I'm glad that Linda can joke about the mastectomy. I don't remember if I even talked about mine before the first one was supposed to happen. But I sure yelled when the doctor refused thanks to the infection to do the double. But that was just me and my disappointment at the time. I got through what I needed to in the time period and finally had the second one later. But it was not the way I had invisioned it. I'm praying for Linda just like you to have a double with no problems. Donna. |
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i am so sad that i won't see jose anymore. i can't walk up the four flights of stairs. i hardly see anybody. i guess it happens to a lot of older people without family and who lost friends. mix it with bipolar depression ugh
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Wisest Elder Ever
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(((((((HUGS)))))))
love you bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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