lately i keep on imaging my sister in her coffin and what she looks like now.
i told my therapist and he had no comment.
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bobby

What were you hoping he would say?
love bizi

i don't know. it is very disturbing.
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bobby

lately how often It is very disturbing dream/nitemere.
I am sorry that he did not respond. maybe you could write about it.In a journal.
Just write it all out and show how much you miss her, and other feelings that brings up, etc.
bizi

we never got along.
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bobby

do you believe in dream therapy?

with the right therapist yes. i don't have the right therapist. yesterday my other therapist didn't call. rats.
i am really depressed. i had a very nice conversation with aaron but i struggle to figure out what to say. my life is so uninteresting and t don't want to bore him with my bipolar. he is a really deep thinker.
i called linda again and left a message saying that now i was worried.she finally called me back. no more cancer.
tomorrow is my birthday. i am going to be so lonely. what a black mood i am in.no future.
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bobby

oh bobby, happy early birthday!!!!!!
love bizi

thank you so much. i decided i am going to run the ac most of the time and probably spend at least 250 a month extra. i bought a lot of goodies for my birthday like rocky road ice cream, whipped cream, lime pie and cherry pie. i hope i have a little of each and throw out most of it. my ibs-c is really bad.
my stomach hurt all night. but now i am not that allergic to aby.
i am not getting on the scale.
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bobby

Now it is officially your birthday.
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you!
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