my foot feels better. i just bought something on ebay because i wanted a high. linda still hasn't gotten her pathology report. my favorite doorman is leaving. the building is having a part on the roof on monday. i will see if marci can help me to get up the four stairs. i read some psalms but they didn't help. i hate being bipolar.

did you mean a party? that sounds like fun!
maybe try the stairs a head of time?
love you
bizi

i have to wait til monday when marci is here and can help me. i also have to wait because my leg still hurts and i am hoping it will feel better by monday.
love
bobby

actually it won't be fun but rather sad . Jose is leaving and he is so wonderful and kind to me. Then i have only to two
more times with my rabbi who I speak to every friday. I will get another one but don't know how often I will speak to her. Then Aaron's wife is coming in june. i speak to him twice a week but when she comes i think he will be too busy so that will probably end. we have been doing this for almost a year. I am worried about Linda. she hasn't gotten her pathology report yet.
love
bobby

Bobby

I hope your knee is better by Monday and you make it down stairs
to say goodbye. And things.
I hope the new rabbi is as good as the one that you are getting
ready to say good bye too.

Love you

Donna

thank you so much.
love
bobby

I am so relieved. just spoke with Aaron and he said his Russian wife is flying in from Russia on June 3. They met in Germany when they attended the same school. I finally got up the nerve to say that he will be so busy that I would so understand he wouldn't have the time to keep on calling me. He said he really enjoys talking to me (he is 27 and in a couple of weeks i will be 77) and will want to keep on calling.

happy for you bobby that he will continue to call.

and happy early birthday!:Dancing-Chilli:
love you
bizi

thank you so much. i was s happy. then this morning I wished i were dead.
It always happens. when i get really happy. after a while i wish i were dead.
jose just loaded the cart and sent it up to me. i am going to miss him so much. i just gave him 20 dollars for loading and sending up the cart.
love
bobby

I am so glad he plans to keep talking to you.

Donna :hug::grouphug: