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thank you bobby.
I know that the alcohol was killing brain cells and can do awful things like increase my risk for breast cancer. scary stuff. I have no business drinking. bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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#42 | |||
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you read that With intervention, brain damage may be reversible..
Three of my friends were drinkers and developed breast cancer and two died from it. I wish your fear would be more powerful.. love bobby who used to be a heavy smoker but then didn't care about dying from it. My depression was just too much. I guess it was a passive form of suicide. |
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#43 | |||
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when did you quit smoking bobby?
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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#44 | |||
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Down to 192,
stopped at 3 partak beers and switched to gum. Though I think I will run to the wine store to see if they have more partak beers. I might go to the gym and ride on the bike to start to improve my thigh muscles. bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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Saw 4 clients today, had a shrimp salad for lunch and left over chicken thighs for dinner. well it was a successful day..
![]() Found the envelopes that I needed for billing with out asking for help, at the store. Drove to total wine to get more partak. Got a 6 pack of dark and one of IPA. If I stick to 3 a night then that will last me into the next week tuesday. Came home to put things away then decided that I would go to planet fitness and ride the bike on high resistance level 20 I could only do 5 minutes into it for my thighs gave out on me. But that is what I wanted, to build up strength in my thigh muscles. They are so weak. Then went to the tread mill and called my brother in law. (to talk and walk). I ended up walking about 30 minutes including a cool down. 1.3 miles. They close early on friday nights at 9pm saturday and sunday they close at 7pm Monday thru thursday until 10pm It is a start. I was hot coming home so got into my nite dress and am drinking a diet ginger beer with a kick! The computer stop working so I looked at the power strip and one of the cords was unplugged. so plugged it back in and the computer is back in business. Love it when things work out, I am not computer savvy. I took a shower this morning and washed my hair!!!! ![]() Jeff had practice for an up and coming performance with the faculty jazz band. They play during jazz week, next week. He is out with a friend, paul for a quick beer, after rehearsal. I work tomorrow. I think I have 3 clients. Jeff has 2 gigs this weekend, one is tomorrow from 630pm til 930pm at an upscale restaurant called ruffinos then sunday he is playing for brunch at a restaurant called Bon Temps or something like that, from 11-2pm. That interferes with our brunch at the diner, maybe I will just go with out him. This is my 12th night with out alcohol and I am down about 9 pounds in 2 months.. better quit as no one wants to read a journal. bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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so great. i looked partak and read Our beers have won several awards since our first batch in 2017, including the World’s Best award in the non-alcoholic category at the World Beer Awards.
you are doing so great. love bobby |
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I don't remember. I started when I WAS ELEVEN. Started inhaling when I was 14 and stopped when I had the explosion for 18 years. Then I was seeing somebody who smoked and the saw Good Will hunting and started up again for 8 more years. Then Bloomberg really raised the taxes so I was forced to stop because I could no longer afford them. I was smoking two packs a day. I still might get lung cancer. love bobby |
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#48 | |||
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Wisest Elder Ever
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When do you increase the geodon?That should help you sleep more.
191.7 this morning yay! 9 pounds lost.... slept pretty good got up before the alarm. jeff just got back from whole foods because we are out of coffee. With help, He picked up the last 2 bags of organic espresso beans that we like. coffee is the most pesticide use this is why we drink the organic. have a great weekend, I work today. but I am only seeing 3 one is out of town at a rehab, assisted living, nursing home. bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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#50 | |||
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geodon is supposed to be weight neutral.
sorry your appetite is increasing.can you get veggies delivered to you? (((((HUGS))))) love bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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