[mymorgy]

bizi,
is it getting easier or harder or the same. this time it really sounds different.
you are so determined.
love
bobby

[bizi]

I really believe it is because I found a substitute NA beer that taste good and is low calorie.

today jeff had a gig at a restaurant, Bon temps.

I came and had Brunch there.
It was a delicious grilled shrimp salad that had the thickest bacon more like chunks of pork.

There was already some kind of dressing a lite maybe just bacon fat.
So I did not use any of the dressing that it came with on the side...

They had virgin bloody marys on sale $3.00 a drink so I ended up having 3.


no alcohol at brunch! a victory!It was an expensive brunch but I wanted to support Jeff and the guys.

they laughed at me for leaving during jeffs solo,

gave jeff a hard time about it. He said he was used to that.
now I feel badly about that.

At least I came. $including tip brunch total

was $31 dollars ouch!
doing laundry now, thinking about doing some

more billing before it gets to be too many.
I have 25 bills to send for the first 2 weeks in november.
I have been really constipated.

took 2 exlax this morning. hope they work!


bizi

[bizi]

thank you for your support!
I finished the billing!!!!
had 3 NA"beers"Then asked my husband if I switched to

heinekin 0.0
no alcohol at all but 69 calories.

he said that would be fine. before 7;30 the witching hour.
I went to the store to pick up some more partake dark and ipa.
so I am all prepared for the week.
Went to the grocery store to pick up kitty litter
(which was 20 pounds and heavy!) and montreal steak seasoning,
lime juice, and parmesan cheese.

So it was after 730pm when I got home, so I missed my
opportunity to have another "beer". so that is good I am

able to stick to my limits.
The exlax certainly did its thing I feel so much better.
Talked to my twin she called and we got caught up.

She is hosting thanks giving this year and mom and dad
are coming down. They are going to their time share in march.
So she is trying to be normal. After you fall and break your back
I think she is thankful that she is alive.
It was a good conversation with Gretchen. (My twin)
I am going to get ready for bed and watch an episode
of seinfeld before hitting the hay.
thanks for reading along.
bizi

[mymorgy]

you are having so many victories. You can't believe how happy I am for you. This time really sounds so different. I feel sad about your mother but you are so right it could have been horribly worse.
I am eating more. rats.
love
bobby

[Dmom3005]

Bizi

That sounds like they will have a wonderful thanksgiving.

Donna

[bizi]

thank you ladies!
love,
bizi

[bizi]

took a shower and washed my hair today.
Do you know that I have an aversion to showering.
I have to force myself to take a shower. Some times it is a week, usually it is when My hair needs washing about 5 days.


Good news today the scale said a 10 pound weight loss in 2 months. I should look and see how much I have lost since the 1st of november: 7 pounds in 16 days. I have been eating a ton of salads.tonight for dinner we had pork chops and mixed carrots and corn and soy beans (edemami) all starchy veggies so I only ate half of them. I only chewed on my pork chop bone and not jeffs too.
That is the first time in a while that I have done those 2 things.


I am a little peckish, usually when I chew gum that takes care of the urge to eat after dinner. This I will make me some sleepy time tea.
As it is getting to be late but I don't want to drink too much liquids,
don't want to have to get up all night to pee.


16days Alcohol free.
bizi

[mymorgy]

congratulations again. I won't get tired saying it. I don't think you feel deprived do you.
I don't like showers either. I love baths and miss them.

[Dmom3005]

Good job Bizi

Keep it up. You are doing fantastic.

Donna

[bizi]

Thanks for you support dear friends.
bizi who does not feel deprived!