I am so mad at myself. Ran out of my mood stablizer and didn't notice I was out of refills. So none last night.

I have been so busy taking care of everyone else I forgot about me.

Somebody else did this last week too. Man, I am so sorry. I hope you got your meds.

I feel like utter crap and have done nothing constructive all day.

I should just go home, but there is no one else here.

I called the pharmacy to see if they had found the pdoc. He is terrible to get a hold of sometimes. They said they'd just give me some to get by until they can find him. Thank heavens. Saints, as far as I am concerned right now.

DON'T forget your meds, Bear. Bad girl.

sigh