[Nikko]

I really need to get over all the stress and fatigue. I have no motivation whatsoever. I do what I have to do, and that's about it.

I am not usually like this at all. Once I wake up, I cannot go back to sleep, today was 4am. My mind won't let me.

There is a day here and there, where I seem to get a spurt of energy and get things done, but those days do not come often enough.

I feel crappy, depressed and tired.

Just venting, Nikko

[Nathan1097]

Awwww. {{{HUGS}}}

I make myself get up- like this morning- when I've nearly over-slept but still feel not well enough to jump around.

Some days I've woken up early like you say and perfectly awake, so I get a shower, dressed and take myself to Tim Horton's to sit and be "alone" and read the paper over a coffee.

[Nikko]

I am just sitting at the computer, having coffee, it is now 6:45am.

I got up early, but I wasn't up late, so I shouldn't feel like I do.

I guess it's the stress of my recent situation with my husband and court and all that crap.

UGHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Nikko

[waves]

Understandable about the stress and fatigue, and ongoing situation even if it is a waiting part again.

Please do something sweet for yourself every day. If you can catch some day naps, do so. I find that when I can't sleep due to anxiety (i sleep light and wake up after few hours), that an anxiolytic dose at night helps more than any sleeping pill. Maybe something to ask doc about?

hugs
~ waves ~

[befuddled2]

Nikko,

I also cannot seem to get motivated to do much. I think it is because we are mourning the loss of something even though our husbands were not good people. I have been falling asleep without my meds for 2 or 3 times this week and sleeping till the next day. I can never fall asleep without my meds so something is wrong with me. I know sometimes I'll get super depressed at times. I did talk myself into going for a short walk late today and that helped a great deal.

befuddled2

[bizi]

Just wanted to give you guys a hug....
(((((HUG)))))
bizi

I hope that you can rest and do some small thing that brings a smile to your face.