aw furbabies, too bad mine both dislike me...my cat is terrified of people and isnt clingy and lovey (like mikes cat is who i LOVE) and my dog is all about my mom, doesn't really like me or anyone else much. my own furbabies dont even want me around

awe....
maybe you need to get a little kitten for yourself....
you can go to the pound a adopt one, play with it before you get one to see if she is affectionate or not.
Well maybe not...
you have school coming up and with that a lot of work...new kitties are a lot of work and need a lot of attention.
sigh bizi

The valium will help with your anxiety. I wish you weren't afraid to try it.
bizi
hope you feel better today.
what is your line of work? do you have to work full time?
jsut curious...working can be very stressful.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

i work at a dog day care,its part time, and by part time, its like ONE shift a WEEK.wjkvnkfd

woke up today in a crappy mood.

Hi sweetie,
Oh I had to chuckle, I am sorry you are feeling crappy, but when you said you worked at a Doggie day care and felt crappy, I started to laugh. Sorry no more giggling, well not too much anyway.

I am sorry it was a bad day, but maybe rent a good movie you LOVE great pair of comfy pj;s bowl of ice cream, or soup if it is as rainy and chilly as it is here.
Sending you a hug Oh, with the money, buy mechanical pencils, there are some great ones out there.
Di

ohhh mechanical pencils. <3 i could just write with them forever.

im looking for a new job since this day care situation isnt working. Theres a new animal hospital that was built like 20 mins from my house and I submitted my resume and asked if theres any positions available for my amount of experience (not much).

I also emailed a lady about watching her kids 3 days a week (like 10 hours a week at 15 bucks an hour is more then i make in 2 weeks at the dog daycare)

i hope one of these works outtttttttt

HI meg,
If you get the job watching kiddos, I have tons of sites for small activities to keep them busy and easy peazy snacks. Keep them busy and calmed down not off the wall makes the job easier. The mom can buy some small craft list things, keep TP empty rools, tissue boxes, foam trays, pipe cleaners, pins and seed beads.
when is the first day of school and how far do you have to travel?

Have a better day tomorrow,
di

You can also get information about jobs a your new school. Sometimes employers advertise with the job office at colleges.
M.

Good luck with the job search.
the veterinary hospital sounds interesting, I could not do the child care situation...too much stress!
that is just me.
keep us posted.
have a good day.
bizi

I almost had a panic attack last night. I don't have any medication so instead of being abou to stop it in its tracks, I was pre-panic for a few hours.

You know that feeling when you're really upset, and you feel everyone either doesn't notice or is like Jeez just get OVER it? That's how I feel.

All I want is a nice day to just lie in bed (with someone who cares) and have them just listen to me, and hear me cry and tell me it's gonna be okay. I so badly just want a hug. Last night I went to my ex-boyfriend Joe's house (yeah i don't know what I was thinking) but he's been really nice about everything, so I went to go watch a movie there, and all he wanted to do was kiss and makeout which wasn't my plan at all.

Joe is a teddy bear. Big bulky football player build, and gives great hugs. I was planning on him hugging me and telling me it's okay, you dontneed mike...but clearly that didnt happen. He had his own agenda and it had nothing to do with seeing if I was okay.

I'm not trying to be selfish (or maybe I am) but when is it going to be about me? It was always about Mike..and now everyone's like oh, its supposed to be about You. You're important...how can I feel important if no one else agrees that I am. Its hard to feel important when everyone makes you feel like youre not.

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I just dont even know. I'm sick of my hapiness being dependent on others.