Hi Meg

Breaking up at any point is really hard. And I totally understand about
snow. We got 7.5 inches just Saturday night and Sunday in my area.

We are due more maybe on Tuesday. Just one day reprieve for me.

Donna

It hurts so much because I could truly see myself creating a life with him and the only problems were all because he wouldn't put in the time and effort to build on what we had. I'm worthy of love and time and he wasn't giving me any time. I need hugs so bad and I feel extra alone because I don't really have many friends here in general so I dunno who to turn to for support.

Meg

Just keep talking here. Maybe look for a support group in your area.

I totally can relate, even being married for so long. At times I think
I'm not married.

Donna

Talked to him today and we agreed to have a 'hiatus' to get oru own lives in order and revisit the relationship situation in a while. I feel alone, but some wonderful people have sent me e-hugs which is nice, but I really need a real hug. I had such a hard time not crying at work and I did cry in my car on break.

I wish I had someone's house to go to. I feel so claustrophic at home. The snow isnt helping anything

I have been struggling with alcohol for a while...I broke my ankle last July and while I was out of work, I just drank and drank, and then one of the 2 jobs I had at the time offered me a full time position with benefits....downside: that job is working at a liquor store.

i am currently fighting the urge to get black out drunk to try to feel better even though every time I do I always feel worse.

I can totally relate to the leg incident and it causing problems.

Last April I had a compound fracture in two bones in my foot.
So I was laid up most of the summer and spring.

Donna

I had a broken right foot in 2012 and a broken left ankle last summer.
worst time of year for a mobility problem. everything is sticky and gross.

Sending you lots and lots of big hugs

I hope that things get better with each day

checking in:
boyfriend and I have decided we need some space in order to get ourselves right for us to work as a unit. i dont know how I feel about it, I just hope he actually does something cuz he talks a big game but his actions never really follow through.

My bone injuries have been acting up with the drastic temperature change and Ive noticed I havent really been eating. I also havent had a full nights sleep since the beginning of the year and its taking its toll. I go to bed at the same time every night and try to wake up at the same time, but I keep waking up earlier and earlier (and my new puppy loves it cuz she thinks were going out for a walk at 5am)

I am so exhausted in so many ways. Theres nothing I can do to feel caught up. Im just looking for a real hug and no one in my life has offered me one.

Hi Megveg

I also feel the bones pain. It hopefully will get better after the weather
does for me. I know its part of the weather.

Donna