I am still hardly sleeping at night. watching tv on the hurricane all day.
and reading at the same time. having lunch with close friend tomorrow and worried about being tired. hopefully she will do most of the talking. todday finally not eating as much...might just make hard boiled eggs later. I am so afraid I gained back most of the weight i had lost. I am so edgy I just want to eat and smoke.

I am going to try to not worry about not sleeping. I hardly slept last night. I will wait until exhaustion just hits me. I am afraid of missing appointments though. Still watching CNN and reading another book

That's good Bobby because what I found is the more I think about not sleeping, the worse it gets. Unfortunately our bodies are always thinking about it. :hug:

I told my doctor this morning I will just wait until I collapse. He offered to give me some drugs but I said they hadn't worked in the past. He told me to stop taking prozac for a few days.
I am just trying to take five minutes at a time now. I almost forgot to make another appointment with him when we went to the main waiting room. He reminded me and I said Overtired lol
Bobby

So he thinks it isthe prozac.
It will take many days to get that out of your system.
bizi

I don't think he thinks it is the prozac but he felt the prozac wasn't helping me. He suggested my going off of it for a few days only to see if I could be less hyper. He suggested seroquel, ambien, and zyprexa. I told him i already tried seroquel before for the same problem and it didn't work and it made me feel drugged and ambien didn't work and I said I didn't want to get fatter by going on zyprexa. Finallly he said to go off of prozac for a few days.
Bobby
ps glad to read your house was safe and especially your kitties.

sleep soon
 

Dear Bobby,

Maybe his suggestion will help. I hope it does.
Good luck with sleep.
Mari

the night before and during the day I got at least five hours of sleep. Then the depression started to come back. I decided not to skip the prozac.

I am really worried about money and in a mixed mood. I am afraid to make any decisions. In my life, the active decisions I made never seemed to work out and the things I had no control over seemed to work out a lot more. right now I have no confidence and feel paralysed.
A friend is coming over tonite and I have no idea what we are going to talk about.
bobby

maybe you could just let go of the night and just talk about what ever...maybe this friend could help you decide on some htings that you are mulling over...sometimes it is good to have someone else give you advise.
I don't know.....
bizi