Kent is less practically than I am lol but he has never rocked the boat so maybe he is very practical. I am feeling a little better which was easy. Maria is here, my cleaning woman. She is so sweet and works so hard. She appears to have a lot of inner strength. I just seem to buckle under responsibility.
It really is strange that whenever I have tried my hardest it has never worked out and when I let go things work out usually.

time for a vaction
 

Dear Bobby,
I am thinking of you and sending good thoughts.
I hope you get some "vacation" from some of this stuff soon.

Mari

thanks Mari
I had a nice time with Kent. He brought me beautiful flowers, wine and we ordered in. I told him all my fears. He told me I was blessed. He even left aspirin for me. I told him my doctor told me I should take an aspirin a day but hadn't been.
I don't seem to have any goals which is frustrating. I don't have any energy but I feel I have pent up energy. It is so confusing. This morning I was so very down.

I am so glad that you had a nice time with kent.
He sounds like a good friend!
You deserve to have nice people in your life.
You are a nice woman!:Girl(angel-flying):
bizi

thank you so much Bizi. Kent is a really good friend. I have known him for years. I used to work at the same place he still works at. I saw him some years before but stopped. Then I started seeing him again about a year and a half ago.

I slept last night except for waking up at three am. The weather was cool and I didn't need the air conditioner. I took a late bath. I woke up at six thirty which is late for me.
Bobby

that is fantastic to hear bobby!
bizi

I have a lot of real problems going on now and don't think they will get better. All and all considerating those, I am doing better than I thought I would. I am looking forward to tomorrow when I see my new therapist.

I am sorry that you are dealing with such stress...
hugs to you today.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

Dear Bobby,
I hope that it goes well with the therapist.
M.