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10-23-2008, 02:08 AM | #1 | |||
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Sometimes my mood is OK,even though my emotions are hurting a little. All of a sudden I feel like I'm going under,and I feel like I'm super depressed,or grieved,and hurting very bad on the inside,and in some sort of emotional down spiral that's hard to explain.
Then sometimes I think of most anything that is a problem,and I can't stand it. If the obsessions are up,I can't get my mind off certain things. Then all of the sudden I feel better until the dread comes back. Now my family wants me to transfer into social services suddenly. The only people who talk to me are the mental health people in this state,and you all on NeuroTalk. I still have not received a counselor. Thank you all for listening. I don't know who else to talk to. I haven't called the emergency hotline in a week. I'm worried that I'll lose the support that I have on here,because of what I'm going through. I don't know what to do but write. I don't know how long I'm going to live here. I don't know anything about my future anymore. I'm holding on to my faith as well as I can. I feel like a burden to everyone sometimes. I guess I'm going through a rougher time then usual. I'm not getting any moral support or love from my Dad,or sister,for the first time in my life. My mother died about a year,and one half ago. I feel so alone,and wonder why my family at the same time doesn't care any more. This weighs down on me. I can't help it. I don't know how to deal with it. I'm just seeking some love,and comfort from you all. That's all. BF |
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10-23-2008, 02:18 AM | #2 | |||
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Dear Friend,
I'm sorry to hear about the loss of your mother fairly recently. That wound is probably effecting others in the family too. Maybe the people providing services for you will figure out soon that you are in serious need of complete and comprehensive services. That is my prayer for you. Right now they seem to be dilly dallying with your case. Sometimes, lots of sleep most nights and 20-30 minutes of exercise 5 days a week can help. Some people can find big improvement with just those two things. Still, you need to get the professionals to be personally involved in your situation. Find ways to get them to care about fixing you. Keep posting if it is helping. I want to hear from you. Mari |
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"Thanks for this!" says: | Brokenfriend (10-23-2008) |
10-23-2008, 02:26 AM | #3 | |||
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I'm trying. Thank you for your replies. Your a true friend. BF
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10-23-2008, 02:35 AM | #4 | |||
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Take care, Friend.
I'm going to sleep now. See you tomorrow. M. |
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"Thanks for this!" says: | Brokenfriend (10-23-2008) |
10-23-2008, 03:07 AM | #5 | |||
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10-23-2008, 03:07 AM | #6 | |||
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BF,
You need faith to cope or in other words, hope to cope, so don't let go of that. Sometimes it is darkest before bright days. I went through a pretty dark time myself when all I had was the computer. My family won't have anything to do with me except for a sis across country I talk to that I've never met. It still hurts at times but it does get better. You may not see now how that will happen but with you but it will. The sun doesn't shine on the same dog's butt all the time after all. You are very strong to have all this on your shoulders whether you realize it or not. Please keep the faith and it will see you through. Pray when you feel like this. befuddled2 |
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"Thanks for this!" says: | Brokenfriend (10-23-2008) |
10-23-2008, 04:10 AM | #7 | |||
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10-23-2008, 09:26 AM | #8 | |||
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Wisest Elder Ever
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I agree, you are going to need your faith especially with everything that you have been going thru.
(((((HUGS)))) you are a good man. bizi
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"Thanks for this!" says: | Brokenfriend (10-23-2008) |
10-23-2008, 09:56 AM | #9 | |||
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((((BF))))...I want you to know how much you have been on my mind!!! I am so sorry that you are being treated this way. Do you have Church members, or friends who can offer support where you are at? Please, Please, don't ever feel like you are a burden here. Because you are not. You are cared about. It can be difficult to keep the faith when everything around you is disentegrating. But I know you are strong in this. Please keep coming, and keep us up to date on how you are and how your situation is coming. You are very dear
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"Thanks for this!" says: | Brokenfriend (10-23-2008) |
10-23-2008, 12:02 PM | #10 | |||
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My two best friends live out of this state. I haven't made any close friends in this area.
I've visited churches in this area,but I have not found a church that I can call my home yet. I've been in this county for about 3 years now. I moved here from the capital city of my state because they tore down the apartment complex that I lived in that was affordable. At the same time,the county was tearing down other affordable apartments. So I resigned my job after working there for 14 years,and moved. My sister said that we will move you in ,and help you in this county. She said that those things will never happen again. She said that I could live here for the rest of my life. At first she was nice. She isn't nice now,and wants me to move out. It goes on. I'm going to Region Ten to fill out forms for help today. Thank you for caring. I feel like hiding my face when I leave the house now. I thought that I had overcome that,but it seems to be coming back with all of these problems at the same time. Thank you for your concern,and prayers. Brokenfriend |
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