Dear Waves,
I'm guessing that this could take a few days to recover from.
Settle in and treat yourself like you are getting over something that requires rest and quiet.
Sleep will help. I hope it becomes less elusive.

Mari

:) Nice to meet you Waves, I am new to the site. I am just eanning off Effexor and starting Zoloft *again* for my depression and also take Klonopin. I'm currently taking Topamax for my Myoclonic Jerks for epilepsy. The feeling of coming down off an anti depressant if awful~ :eek: I also was on Depakote and Lamictal for awhile. Really did like Lamictal ~ hated Depakote. Doctor decided to try the Topamax cause Lamictal just not doing much for my seizures. Topamax is helping..some. They still don't know why I stiffen and flop around :confused: needless to say...I am :confused: ... Hang in there.....God bless

:hug: Waves :hug:

I am so sorry you feel so bad. Are you taking Vitamins to help with the not eating?

I hope you will feel better soon.

barbara

LOL Barbara :hug: Thanks!

i'm taking vits yeah... to help with the Depakote depletions... same as always...

but... how on earth did i come across as not eating? i've been eating like a hog... compulsive eating... trying to be good about quantities at each "compulsion" but i gotta be careful.

maybemy post saying i wouldn't be home for dinner this day or the next - no worries. i did have dinner that night (it's posted later but maybe missed it.) kept a baseball cap pulled down over my face. had burger and big heaping mixed green salad with some fresh tomato too.

anyway, even if/when for any reason i do not eat with my parents, believe me, i *eat* ;) and a variety of foods too, balanced. no worries. but thank you. :)

i hope you are ok today. too much darned "excitement" going on right now... everywhere... of the bad kind. :o

:Sigh:

~ waves ~

insanity rules... oh happy day
 

i was woken up today by a screaming match about something stupid - yes very - that one of the housemates did, does regularly, has been told it is dangerous, illegal and can cause damages to the property, but person just persisted in screaming at and challenging and blaming other housemate who, "should have taken care of it first then" (thereby diverting responsibility) ... zip zap blame blame blame blame blame scream scream scream scream. ARRRRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

i frankly think that one could use a mood stabilizer not just me.

and everybody here could use some benzo's ooooooooooooooooh yeah!

but no, THEY are healthy, and *I* am the sick one.

~ waves ~

Hi Maggie, sorry did not post back yesterday was feeling ugghhh for a spell there. but i did leave you a visitor message on your profile to welcome you to the forum but dunno if you saw it... just click on your name to go to the visitor messages screen in your profile.

Anyway... WELCOME to the forum, and thank you for your support here. I hope your docs get your med cocktail sorted out quickly! :)

~ waves ~

Thanks Mari.

:Sigh: unfortunately i have limited control over indoor environment. right now one housemate is out and the other i am not initiating any communications with, in the hope of avoiding any inadvertent receipt of further he[[fire poured down my brain.

i can tell myself i need rest and quiet but i better not tell anybody else SHHH because that would be selfish and don't i think other ppl have problems and don't i think this and that and so on and bla bla bla bla bla....

lie low. camouflage.

make like a tree and ... leave...

but nowhere to go. no where peaceful and restful that is. even the stupid library is only open a couple days a week and for a couple hours only. what sort of a library is that, i'd like to know????

i hope your t-session helps relax you, Mari. :)

~ waves ~ with m' trap ziplocked and padlocked today.

Waves, yes I did misunderstood. I've been so shook up from things my way that I can't comprehend things.

I hope you and I both will get some peace soon.

barbara

sounds tense
 

Dear Waves,
That stinks about the library.
I wish for your sake that the housemates would settle down. They need to cultivate a calming and nurturing environment for you.

Maybe in another month or two it will be warm enough that you can go outside and sit or walk.

In the meantime, I think I will send the housemates some mood stabilizers and maybe some benzos.
Can I have a talk with anyone first and tell them to knock it off and settle down?

Mari

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Sending some quiet thoughts. And hoping things have calmed
down.

I'm very late into this discussion.

Sorry,

Donna