Hi Billie
It's been a few days since i talked to you last.
I just wanted to check in on you and see how your doing?
Have you had any luck in finding a new house yet?
How about anyone showing any interest in yours?
Are your pain levels still like they were?
Sorry to ask so many questions.Just wondering how your doing!!
Nothing new here....I dont really go anywhere or do much.I just take my girl
to school everyday come home-pick up around the house.I tend to my kitties and try to keep my mind occupied.Then go pick her up from school come home fix a bite to eat and every couple of days i go visit my mom and dad.
Pretty boring i know...LOL

I have been thinking about you all day long.I dont know if you listencountry or not.There is a song i cant remeber who sings it.Anyway.It says fancy dont let me down..I have been singing it today..LOL
I kept meaning to write this post to you,Then i would get sidetracked.
Write me when you feel up to it.
Take care.
{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}
~Kell~

try the weight loss forum kell.

thanx curious

Sorry I didn't know you had posted till just now Kell. Yesterday I was sick at home so I can at least most of the day for I had worked the two days prirer to that. I am so tired and not up to designing a home like the nephews want me to do.

I have been trying to do things the pleasureable way to pleasure my nephew. I am willing to get this trailer, I really want I feel like that 's where I
want to settle down. On the other hand peolpe (MarK) thinks I need anew home. I don'r care at all if its new. There alot of things to buy then too. We are both tired of looking so I say Make an offer and go from there.

No kell, I haven't tried to sell my home yet. I do know of some that are interested in buying. They will look at it as soon as I price it. I doubt it I'll have to much trouble selling it. My pastor and I have been cleaning it from the outside and its a real job. I'm about to fall asleep after all the work each night. I amgoing to paint tomorrow. I haven't had much time to come online. I
try to remember to check.

I'm sorry to tell you this, but my little kitten died the next day after I found it. I didn't need another one anyhow. I have plenty I could take with me but if I can fine homes for the cuter one, I'll be happy. I have a friend that may take a few. I'll try to post tomorrow Kell. Hope things are well this you!
Blessings,
Billie

Hi Billie......

I haven't even read this whole thread nor have I been around myself. Life seems to have a way of getting in the way. I just wanted to take a moment to let you know how much I think of you, pray for you and the biggest of all............

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Billie)))))))))))) ))))))))))))))))))

Take good care of yourself and only do what YOU want for YOU. The rest will all fall into place.

My Love and sincerest admiration to a lady who deserves what her heart desires!!!

ss

You people are the greatest when it comes to lifting up others. Thank you so much Shotspine. It's good to know I have people to stand in when I need it so much. I pray I can always be their for you also.I want to be, so just let me know if I can pray for you or give you words of encouragement.

One week ago my son wrote to me and said some bad things about me. He let me know that I was selfish and inmature & acted like a school girl. He is trying to hurt me for I have refused to hire him another lawyer. He got himself into trouble a few years ago,& I have hired two lawyers. It did no good so now he is mad at me once again, for he would rather see me help him than for me to buy a house. In return I get letters to hurt me and make feel bad. It works too, execpt I know better than let him get ahold on me. I didn't do the crime.

That's why I am saying thanks to shotspine and Kell for taking the time to lift me or anyone up that needs it.
MAY GOD RICHLY BLESS YOU TWO, for you are angels unware!
billie

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Well there you are...
I was looking for you-then i disappeared..LOL
I'm sorry!!!
From what i have learned about you on here Billie.You sound so kind hearted.
Iknow you want to make your nephews happy but listen.
"You" are the one that has to "live" where ever it may be you end up hanging your hat!!!
Not your nephews...Also you really need to make life as easy as possible on yourself right now..You said w/a new home there will be new things to buy.Why take the more complicated route? when you have enough going on..
I am not trying to be bossy.Just puttin my 2 cents in there...
I hope you meant you are watching someone else paint too..Would'nt i just be a regular mother hen if i were right there???HeeHee
My mom once kicked me out while i was taking care of her because she said i was getting on her nerves with my mothering qualities..LOL
Oh ..She called me and told me to come back that night.She was on heavy pain meds..I was getting on her nerves though..:0)

I am sorry to hear about the poor lil kitty..Ihope you are able to find homes for the rest of them..I know you said you had alot of them..I sure hope you can find homes for them all before you go...

As for your son...I just findthat kinda krazy !!!I could NEVER do my mom that way!!!! He should be worried about you .Not giving you more heart ache!!!
Your right you have tried to help him.If it did'nt work.Now he needs to help himself.You did'nt do the crime!!!
That makes me boiling mad when i hear of people treating their parents like they owe them something in this life!!!!
I had alot of resentments toward my parents for many years.Then one day i just kinda snapped out of it.I realized they are getting old.I was not gonna have them forever!!
I had to make a choice either learn how to deal with them the way they are -or walk away.I could'nt live w/myself if i walked away.So i read alotta books on self help and how to heal my relationship w/them.

I know you are very busy with things lately .Ihope you read this and write back soon enough..
Your always in my prayers and thoughts.
{{{{{{{{{billie}}}}}}}}}}}
Your friend
~Kell~

I'm glad that you wised up enough to deal with your son effectively, Billie. He should be the one helping YOU out, not the other way around. I'm sorry that you're still having a rough time, but glad to hear that you seem to be feelng better. Shotspine and Kell are truly wonderful supporters, aren't they? If I was in serious need of help, I would certainly want to have the both of them standing by my side and lending their support.

Which reminds me, Kell, I'm really sorry that I missed you today. I worked on writing you a letter, but I never got it finished. I will, though, I promise.

Billie, I have kept up with your posts, and the many trials you've been going through. And I have to say that I certainly agree with the others. You are one very tough, and yet very compassionate lady. There aren't many who are like you, you know. I know that Kell thinks the world of you, and I'm sure other people do, too, including me. I wish you the honest absolute best in finding some significant relief for the challenges which have lately been confronting you. You take care of yourself, sweet lady, and keep us all informed of any progress in your day-to-day condition, okay?

Always respectfully yours,
Idealist

You are wonderful people yourself! Kell you are very understanding. I feel you have to of walked in those mosscins yourself to be able to understand it. That's scripture you know. Knowledge comes from learning the hard way.

Idealist~ I sure know you have learned the hard way. It's not been that long since you had a laperscopic surgery. I have had a lot that didn't help that much. Back surgery don't do wonders considering the pain a person has to go threw. I sure hope you find help along the way. My surgeon continully studies to improve his patients. e consults with other doctors to try and study my case and in return I feel better knowing 5 doctors have agreed when they do operate on me.

Kell~ yes, I have done all the painting, but they are jobs I don't do. I don't climb high ladder's. I did push myself today for it will soon be winter. This was a perfect day for working outside.S
I just want to add, I thank you for your continued support to keep me lifted high , it does a person good to hear nice things said about them. I would like to say too, that I haven't wrote my son for over two weeks and I don't have plans to. I will only write him if I felt lead to do it. I feel like he should wonder what o'le Mom is up to....

Have a nice night and Sweet Dreams I'll let you know how things are going.
Blessings,
BC Group Hug for friends!

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Billie, I just wanted to let you know that everything Kell says to you really comes from the heart. It seems like every time I speak to her, she's either worried about how you're doing, or trying to think of something she can do to make you feel better. She's really something special, that girl...