[bretd]

I have been fighting depression for most of my life. For many reasons. thing seem to get worse and worse for me. I was injured at work in 2005 I have not been able to work since. I have had two back surgery's the last one was a triple spinal fusion L-3,4. I have been fighting disability for over three years. Just recieved notice from the appeals council my case has been sent down for a remand hearing. Good news, in most cases they deny the appeal. but the last hearing took 2 years and I will lose my house if it takes that long. I am in alot of pain most every day I take norco 4 to 5 times a day at the highest dose. My dr has prescribed all kinds of meds for depression, none seem to help. Pretty much at the end of my rope, and I know my wife and kids have had enough. Just wanted to write some things down.