I now come to learn that my dog who is with Saraeve has him
for the last 5 years
Not only was I on their butts about taking him to the vet
and to purchase dog insurance for him
for times like this
The vet suspects a genetic disorder
I AM CRUSHED
JUST CRUSHED
HELP
IT HURTS SO BADLY
I LOVE AND MISS HIM
ME
BURNED OUT

THANK YOU TO ALL HOLDING ME UP IF I EVER NEEDED IT
IS NOW

Dear Eva,
I have few words to console when it comes to pets. My Bobby tore a gaping hole in my heart when he passed, and I still miss my Sly after 11 years, despite him living a long and happy life.
My Daughter sent me links last night to the news of the passing of Oogy, the brave, rescued bait dog. His obituary so much like Bobbys, I cried long for both dogs.
All I can offer is we have in our hearts the memories of their unconditional love, that will never fade. And perhaps there is still time for you to make more memories.
Hurting with you.

Dave.

dear friend Dave

we have a silky terrier
and everything they have to say
about silky's
and he loved his mommy
that would be me alpha at the time
had him at 8 weeks
he is 11 years human years
given to my youngest
and moving where we are now no pets allowed
and there is a good number who have small dogs
i will one day get another pet friend
it's just my dedication to him
to me he spoke to me and he listened
to all my of me and knew when i needed him
so loyal in every way
we grew up with a Belgium German Shepherd
loyal to my father
we had lots of fun with him

my pooch would wait for me to get comfortable
watch my every move
and then settle in next to me
pushed up against my belly and chest
i miss him terribly

in my daughter and son-in-law would honor that
no chance
it's been almost 5 years now
beg them get doggy insurance
take him to the doctor
he may have been given some relief
if uncomfortable he needed to go
when he began to lose hair as he did
i am angry
and very very sad
me

controllable
inconsolable

down out so frustrated
i want to hurt someone
i do not think it is OKAY
to think he and my daughter
come up with this excuse
or that excuse for not taking him
to his yearly wellness check-up
he could have been diagnosed
earlier and treated for the hair loss
dry mouth
the constant drinking and urination
dry mouth even has a relaxing effect
why did they wait so long
he did not matter to them
as he did with me
and her having him
he alerts others she is seizing
this coming from a daughter
my inspiration NOT jut to be used
thaught to be a awesome human being
only to know he has a growth near his brain
brain surgery one option if gets worse
and or a cancer pill

REALLY
REALLY

the dog needed to be at the doctor
with the symptoms
my crying has subsided
i am going to rest
my brain is on overload
there is no place to shove this
i will meditate
as i try to rest
so sad
only those who love what was given
as a pet
only WE know better
it is beyond the bond
you learn to understand each other
like no other
it is all in the eyes
and i remember his
me

Dear Eva, I'm so terribly sorry to read this news. I know how much you love and miss your dog. So what happens now? Was this tumour diagnosed with an MRI?

Eva,
There can be no excuse to allow our animal friends to deteriorate or suffer harm. When she was a child I spent £500 on my Daughter's rabbit's back teeth because he needed it. £30 for the Long Sleep, but what is money when Love is involved?
I hope your Little One can respond to treatment, Bobby was lost to me through cancer coursing all through his body. He never showed any signs of illness or pain until the last few days -after dx. I blame the neglect and cruelty of his puppyhood before we rescued him. Treatment was not an option, he faded too quickly.
I hope and Pray yours will be a different story.

Dave.

Woke to depression
To sleep with it
Just not right
Me

"sun, sun, sun, here it comes"

I sometimes sing that song to myself when I get down.
It's not that I even love bright sunlight anymore. It's purely metaphorical.

thinking of you.
It has to get brighter for you soon.

I have no clue what it is
But I do not feel right
Something is going on with my body
It has been a while
Experiencing excessive sweating in the night
when I sleep
It isn't a good feeling
I am afraid to say what I feel
I will get blood work when I go to my oncologist
Must go to gynecologist spotting and I should not be
bleeding
Today is painful in many ways
It was just to difficult to write yesterday
I do so look forward to warmer sunny days
And the uplifting spirit you bring and wishing
me well
Thank you to anyone who shared with me

Today after yesterday I stay in bed
It cannot be a repeat of yesterday
I just had what I felt was a total mental break down
Fighting back a terrible day

Today I will chill
I'm missing my dog so badly

Today the babies mother (my daughter)
is in a rehab facility
A 30 day program and then a halfway house
God be with her

Today I have her and Corissa
Hoping for smiles
the father of my granddaughter
was to pick her up yesterday and today
Not going to happen
Busy doing other things

Today is gonna be a sunny day
Wishes from Lara
Love
Me

Dave,
Very well thought out.

Eva, despite your ills, you are stronger than them; they are the weak ones.
Forgive them; if you can.


Gerry