[RSD ME]

hi. i usually post in the rsd section but have had clinical depression for most of my life. lately i've been feeling like the sicker i get the less family and friends seem to care and be there for me. my best friend who was my dog passed away in 2010 and i haven't been the same since. i've been feeling so lonely and then i got a chronic illness and thought i would have people who would care for me. but i sit in my room day after day all alone even though i have a family, i am still feeling all alone and really sick and really scared and really sad that my life has become like this. i miss my dog. i wish we were together again. and i have to stop typing now because i am starting to cry. sorry to be a downer. i just saw this group and needed to let it all out. thanks for listening to me about my depressing life.
p.s. i know some of my family cares but some don't and it really hurts alot.