I must say that I have been very fortunate to have found the friends that I have on the various sites that I am a member of. They have all helped me pull my head from a certain part of my body more times than I care to admit.

This last time finally made me realize that I need to get away and stay away from Anne and that is what I will be doing. I have already made arrangements to move about 30 miles south of where I am into another state. I know that if I do not get away her toxins will kill me.

I have taken that first big step to new life.

Mike

Good for you, Buddy. And good luck, too!

Thank you for I can not believe how content, happy and at peace I am right now after everything that has gone on these past couple of weeks.

No words.

Just a big moose hug for my buddy Big Mike.

Hi Mike,

This is rather hard for me to post, as my Dad recently took his life. I know you have heard all the trite replies, but I feel the need to add one more, suicide is A permanent solution for a temporary problem

I know there are people who must just love you to peaces! Give them the chance, my Dad didn't give me.... a chance to be there for you. I would have given ANYTHING to have known my Dad had these thoughts, and now..... it is too late.

The survivors of suicide forum that snoopy gave you the link too, is a wonderful group of people who would love to support you. Thinking of you and wishing you better tomorrows, Nikki

Mike,
HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSS and more HUGSSSSSSSSS

Not been on much lately...life is way too full for my little plate...but saw your name and had to post...hugsssss and stay tough...She isnt worth it..so like you said find a way to get away from that toxin....I am here if you need to pm me ever....if dont reply fast just due to not being able to get to puter..but Iam thinking of you..and hugssss,sarah

Thank you Sarah,

Things for me have been very up and down over the past several months and I have not been and active poster at all but I do hope to change that now.
I hope to sign an agreement to lease a home in NC in the next couple of days so I will be moving away from her.

Mike

Nikki,

First let me tell you how truly sorry I am for your loss. I also appreciated that you took the time to write me the note that you did. I do have many people who love me and were very disappointed with me when I told them how I felt.

No suicide is not a solution and I am taking the necessary steps to remove myself from the one person that cause me to fall to the depths that I did.

Mike

Mike,

I am so glad and relieved to hear you say that
It takes a very strong person to make the move you are doing .... best of luck, stay strong, I admire you.

I just have one other thing to say, I am sorry that your loved ones were disapointed with you. Speaking about suicide from both sides.... I know how hard that must have been for you to speak about ...... I also wish with all that I am, that my Dad was able to tell me. If anything, I would commend you and your strength!!

The invite to SOS is still open, we have a variety of folks over there... all of them wonderful, stop by if these thoughts creep back in, or you just want to chat with people who understand. Best of luck Mike! Nikki