i know how hard the wating is.

it is good that your dr's are communicating with eachother and you. but ultimatly the decision is up to you. anything we can do..hugs...research the options they give..anything for our jingle.

Ooohhh long night. We lost power again. We were without power for 3 days and nights last week. How it hurt to wake up without it tonight - but we were out only 3 1/2 hours.

Thanks you Julie and Curious for listening to me - you have no idea at all how much that means to me.

I am dealing with some great doctors and they do reiterate all my options - even saying "no" and walking out - over and over. I'm told what the possibilities of dying during surgery are and things like that. I look at a break-apart model of the brain and drawings until I get dizzy.
I know I can take the weeks of tests and still say, "Thanks but I don't want surgery".

I know if I have the surgery that may relieve the seizures. my short term memory and word finding ability will be even more damaged.

I suppose the surgery I really need is one that will control this talking too much.