I went 2 months without a sz. this time. But they have become very different then what they used to be. I was talking to my friend last night, which I remembered and then she said my speech started to slur and then I was having trouble thinking of the words to say and then I couldn't talk at all. I was "alert" but not there. She knew to give me my emergency meds and she said after about 20min it started working and I once again started getting nasty. I apparently was trying to fight her off of me and was trying to argue, she was just trying to get me to my bed. I have absolutely no recollection of any of it. Everytime now during a sz or after what ever it is, I get mean and I have no memory what so ever of having the sz until the next day when somebody tells me. Im just so frustrated about it! My seizures never used to be this way. Anybody else have this issue?