ok, im fed up with MS. I am serving eviction papers. I am tired of the bladder issues, the spastic issues, the visual issues, the balance issues, the cog fog and the BS that goes with this stupid disease. I will gladly hand back my special parking permit to be able to park in the back of the lot again. ENOUGH! Im just done with this carpola.

I never wanted to do it

We have a choice? I was not aware! If that's the case then I'm kicking mine to the curb. I'm getting a little fed up with it, too.

I will take it even farther. I will give up my car.

But I no longer drive...

went out for a nice dinner with neighbors. the noise, the lights, the crowd, I felt like I was being assaulted. I flinched each time my friend spoke. She leaned in and asked if she was spittling on me when she spoke because she saw me flinch! I had to explain that I was in an MS thing and I am easily overwhelmed by noise, lights and so forth. I cant even go out to dinner! It follows me everywhere! Why cant it wait in the car? Why cant it wait at home? I cant think, I cant walk, I cant focus and now when i get tummy meds that work I cant go out to eat? NOT FAIR! Dad gummit, not fair!

Not my cup of tea either, Dej..
I want more sugar and cream and less Lemon..

Dej, I wonder why we all got picked?

I'm 30 years dx'd this month.

For all of us

I'm so sorry things are so rough for you right now Dej Would give anything in this world to make it better for you but can only pray, which I do every day. The MS club just sucks
You're right, it just isn't fair.

I paid my dues with a bad case of Breast cancer that was supposed to take me out before I turned 30. I suffered thru massive Chemo, hair loss, loss of body parts...so I was supposed to be home free? no??

im exhausted, but cant sleep at night.
im spastic but muscle relaxers make me too loose.
I cant see in low light, but too much light overwhelms me!
Im in pain, but pain pills constipate me.
My tummy is broken, but I must eat to survive.
My brain works, but the words on my tongue dont match the words in my head.
I am a writer, and cant seem to get my ideas back onto the page where they belong.
I love love love driving, but my car sits in the driveway now.
I love travel, but go no where.

ok, enough whine. Anyone got cheese? Thanks for commiserating. it helps to know I am not alone.

I would like a club for all these lousy diseases "I don't want to do this anymore" hit a chord. I don't want to put up with my body issues at all anymore, and am quite sick of it all. I do come here to the forum, when I get overwhelmed. For me it is the endless appts, the continuing degenerative issues, more tests, now in hospital tests, pain drs. the whole bloody mess. Where in that are we supposed to be living? My cousin has ms. I do know what all of you go through. Her family is being studied in Ma. because three family members have it. I was blessed to grow up with her. I just wanted to tell all of you with MS that I care about you, and wish you didn't have to suffer. Some of you have the most upbeat attitude under terrible circumstances. Maybe I should complain less about my own things. ginnie