[Alaskan]

It's been a week straight with pain in some sort of body part this week, grrrrrrrr.

Just need a little rant, tonight! Don't mind me, I'm sure it's been chatted up before.

Today is the swollen wrist with red patch and pain all day, about an hour ago the left shoulder decided to come out and play, again, as usual! Feel's like a crew driver shoved in there, ache, ache, ache, STAB! ache, ache, STAB! ... I've read so much in the last 24hrs here on this site and I am just humbled by all the people going through this sorta pain. It may not be MS, but crap, pain is PAIN! And it sux!

I hope I am not crossing the line with this next detail, but to me it's medical and was very scary.

This morning I woke up and was feeling pretty good pain wise, sun was shining and my mood/attitude was just great! Well, the fiance and I got a little frisky, and upon me reaching "the end", my heart started to race (more then normal), I got stabbing pain in both tempals, my vision went blurry (saw star's/glitter) and dang near blacked out! I had to grab the wall to hold my self up, fiance said, WTF! You lost all your color in the face, and I hit the floor. Took about 1/2hr to regain myself and my fiance was very scared.

AGAIN, NOT trying to be to personal here, just need to know if anyone with MS has had this happen? I HAVE NEVER HAD THIS HAPPEN TO ME, scared the crap outta me!

And if you have any secrete's on pain managment, please, do tell! I hate pill's/meds of any kind. On Lyrica at the momment (last 3 days) has done nothing at all, except my tongue feels a little swollen, one of the side effect's. If it doesn't chill out tomorrow I'll stop taking it.

Thanks for letting me vent, feel like I can't do that yet.