I have had several good days. During these days (for years now) I find myself thinking that all the things I have experienced were probably just this or that but nothing major. I find myself wondering if maybe I was just being overly sensitive to things going on with my body. "Maybe I was just tired." "Maybe I am just getting older." Then the cycle continues and BAM I don't feel well. Today was one of those days. I felt overly exhausted. As I tried to write on the board I found myself dizzy. I was turning back and forth from my students to the board and it was like THAT was making me dizzy. I had paperwork to do and I had to read it several times before I finally could somewhat comprehend it. I have numbness around my lip area and my eyes are blurry. So, I guess I am just wondering for those who are or were in limboland, did you second guess it all during your "good days?" Also, any thoughts on these symptoms. I know it could be lots of things but I am at least feeling more certain that they are all in fact related and not independant of one another.

I'm not in limboland and I still second guess all the time, even with concrete evidence such as lesions, clinical symptoms, etc. I am great at denial - so much so that I probably need to walk around with a letter "D" around my neck. (Slight twist on the Scarlet Letter.)

Log this event in your journal so you have it when you go to the dr.

Hang in there Julie!