[tkrik]

Most of the time I just go with the flow of having MS. I know that some days will be good and other days won't be as good and others are just awful. I have learned to pace myself, which is really hard to remember and do on my good days. I have learned different ways to deal with my symptoms and I know that eventually they will go away or at least lessen. But today, I hate this disease.

I hate that I can't just get up and go like I used to. I hate that I can't work a normal job with normal pay. I hate that due to having MS I struggle financially and that one "emergency" will blow my whole budget and it takes me a bit to get back on track because I can't get up and go like I used to and have a normal job. From day to day, I don't know if I'm going to be able to drive and/or be able to push the brake and gas pedal or have the cognitive functioning needed in order to drive. It's so frustrating to me as well as so stressful.

I know that I'm just whining here as many of you have symptoms that are far worse than mine. I know how all of you suffer in different ways and I can both empathize and sympathize with you. Like I said, I am just whining for a bit, something I don't do too often.

So, if you got this far....I'm passing some whine and cheese to you so you can take your turn. And, thanks for letting me vent.