cant eat, cant drink. I have no insurance and neuro wants me to have some doc put a scope down my throat to figure out why I keep choking when I drink and eat. he says they'll admit me. really doc!!!! come on!! I HAVE NOOOOO INSURANCE!!!! RINGING ANY BELLS YET?!?!?! my dh wants me on a dmd and we all know dmd's wont cure anything and wont recover any damage. I am the way I am going to be. I have 2 ears and to many people talking into them. I get confused easy now and cant concentrate when more than one person talks to me. my speech is affected now and I talk slow and garbled and im embarrassed to speak in public. I just want my pillow and blankie and a nice comfy bed to block out the world. Have I leaped into spms??