Its been since Feb since all of this went downhill to where I'm unable to work or drive. A lot of pain, and doctor visits since that time. What my life consists of is just staying in my room, fan blowing, sometimes the window unit AC to keep me cool, and also constantly on my computer. When I do get up, I always seem to stretch, especially my back because it feels like It needs popping (if you know what that means). I don't have a real social life, most of it is online.

My mother and grandmother complain about how much time I spend on the computer, but it gives me an outlet. I have friends, but not the kind you see or even talk to everyday. Only time I really see anyone is if I go to the grocery story or church.

Another thing is that I like to sleep. I just want to have relaxing sleep too. But my mother and grandmother just complain about this as well, telling me to get up and move around and get out of the house. I keep thinking that there isn't nothing for me to do outside of the house, I don't like to be outside at all. I only go to the grocery story is needed but I don't like going because I get dizzy almost every time.

How do I talk to my family about this stuff, and get them to understand where I'm coming from? It is not that I'm lazy, it is just I don't feel like doing anything.