[Starznight]

My uncle whose house we bought at the beginning of this year, moved out last month following my sinus surgery. He had retired and was heading out to Washington to stay with his brother and sister-in-law.

Friday he was killed by a drunk driver, the other driver's blood alcohol was almost five times the legal limit for Washington state which sets it at 0.08. My aunt was with him at the time and was badly injured but thankfully not critically.

Since Saturday evening though I have had a terrible headache, rampant insomnia, I don't think I've been able to sleep more than an hour or two at a time and extremely weak. I know everything could also be attributed to depression. But the worse part is, I keep forgetting that it's happened.

I mean, I'll be laughing, having fun, making plans for Christmas and then suddenly remember my mom crying and shaking while she told me her brother was gone, to the point that it feels like I'm losing both my body and my mind.

Help...