i had a very difficult childhood also. that's when my depression started only i didn't know it.

as an adult i was in cognitive behavior therapy for several yrs which helped but not enuf. only when i started an antidepressant did my mood change and my therapy really work.

don't let your dr discount a med without trying it first. it's not her depression, it's yours. i couldn't see the forest for the trees before. after, it's like a cloud lifted from my life. just consider it. you're your own best advocate. your drs/therapists should still be open to your needs. if something doesn't work, try something else. keep looking for answers. don't give up.

i'm glad to see that so many people are reaching out.