[FlyFishin Momma]

okay snoops...lets have a convo about this MJ business okay..........
This past 2 weeks have been probably the worst for pain in my MS lifetime........I am misserable and making all around me just as bad.........
I have tried all the drugs in the med cabnit and still suffering everyday to the point of insanity. (the b word comes to mind)

Now, I happen to have in my nightstand, 2 homegrown wacky smokes..........they have been there since last summer. A family member got them for me.........I have not used them....but been thinking of trying it.

I will not play innocent here. I smoked it some as a teen and younger adult. Not often but some. The last time was about 14 years ago....(I remember that my dd was 2 and thought momma was losing her marbles lol)

I was sitting on the floor leaning against the foot of my then Husbands recliner. I took 2 hits as it was passed around the room. I woke up there covered up the next morning.
XDH said...."you giggled, then slid down the recliner and passed out" huummm did that mean it was good stuff or was I just wore out, or does it just not mix well with me? I dont know but...........

I was not in the pain then that I am now. I am desperate. I am off of my DMD, off the cymbalta and only taking a bp med and my zanaflex. I have ultram and I take them as needed. but they only take the edge off. I have vicodine, they work but only for maybe an hour...then it starts comming back on. I wont take both of those two together.....

The MJ is just sitting there....waiting.........I dont wanna feel loopy or crazy headed. Lord knows I dont need munchie attacks, my colon is on overload right now as it is with spasams,I have spasticity kickin my rear...actually its in the groin and in my left side below rib cage on the side along with my rt hip area and my shoulders and calf in the left leg but the total worst is the neck pain and the never ending headaches.........I am a mess.........

I wanna try it.........I was wondering if you had.I was glad to see this post.........(i think.........)...lol.
Since you did it so bravley......I just dont want an addiction...and I am afraid if it "works" for me....that it may become just that.........
What to do?What to do?