I read your posts and somehow wish I were like you. But, I am not. I'm 46 and totaly w/o family. I even tried to get my ex back, but he will not take me due to my health... Hence, I am alone except for my 6 year old girl. I'm thinking of turning over custody due to health. I want Emily to be happy. She is not with me. She only wants all mother buys her. That is not love or happiness. I spoil her with gifts and always have. I wanted her to have what I did not have. He is unfit, lives with his mother, does not work.... A weak not strong male. But, who is worse. I'm off topic - sorry

I just want to know if there is anyone in the group w/o family, friends, support.. That is me. I don't want to feel so alone.

This sounds like a nice pitty party. It's not. I hate pitty. Ignore everything and just tell me if u too are alone.

Don't amswer me if u are not as alone in this as I am. Maybe we can become friends and not be alone.