I am due for my MRI on Thursday. I am kind of freaking out. I HATE being caged, and I hate being trapped in that machine. What happens if there is a fire? I know they wont leave me, but somehow I just freak out to think I cannot take care of myself should I need to. Being trapped is awful for me.

so, I have some xanax. The MS center WILL give me IV sedation if I need it. I want to be awake for my MD visit afterwards. My last MRI with sedation left me so zonked I couldnt stay for my follow up appointment. it was awful!

so, what do YOU do? sing a song? pray? meditate? pretend you are holding a child that needs it done, and you have to stay to help the child? zonk on drugs, or do you just freak out the whole time?

IM FREAKING OUT!