Thank you (((( Kitty )))) for validating and understanding. I think a lot of my problem comes from within.....I just can't seem to find the energy to do what I know needs to be done and what I want to have done. Maybe I'm harder on myself than anyone else is, but it sure would be nice for someone to notice I'm struggling and offer some help now and again. It seems that since I've always been the strong one, always been the one to get it done and to support others that when it's my time for needing assistance they seem to be blind to it, ignorant of it or just plain don't care.