Wow.. I really wasn't expecting a single reply to that lovely self absorbed post.. lol but thank you for all who did reply.
They told me I would know this week if I had the job.. *(that comes with EXCELLENT benefits, mind you)* by the end of this week... well here we are at Friday and no call... so........ I am a bit discouraged... pretty sure I might as well get disability papers going...
I'm just kinda depressed today all together... really confused at how to do this... money wise and sanity wise.... (and I pushed myself too hard yesterday so I am not doing as good as I was.. lol *my own fault*)

I said that if I don't get this job I was going to go the disability route... I am just not sure.. I really don't know if I could work anymore.. my speech is just terrible and keeps getting worse... I need to do something for medicine though.. I have got to get on some sort of insurance... I wish my fiance's divorce would get finalized so we could get married and I could go on his insurance. ...

UGHHHHH... frustrated!! Much love......