Just reading through the posts. I want you to have hope, that in time all this withdrawing will have an end. You will feel better, the anxiety will go away. I know it sucks, but keep telling yourself gently, there will be an end. Take this easy. I hope your doctor will listen to you and advise correctly for your own situation. You are not drug seeking, you are doing the opposite, trying to remove a medication from your body. He should work with you accordingly. A physiatrist is another type of doctor who may be more prone to helping you. ginnie